If everything's a dream,

Had to order melatonin from France for some nonsense reason, but I finally got myself to try it. Five nights in and I've gone from four and a half or five hours sleep, to six and a half or seven hours sleep. Not bad. Sleep anxiety is almost non-existent, which is even better. It's nice to be sleepy. Feels kind of soft.

It's all enemyofperfect's fault, both that I'm trying it and that I'm writing this entry.

Otherwise, things have been all up and down. Better sleep might translate to better focus, but my mood is still in the gutter, and work nonsense is putting my anxiety through the roof…

Oh, I did think that I'd been working hard enough lately that I deserved a treat, so I preordered Star Wars Jedi: Fallen Order. Looking forward to having a droid buddy riding around on my back. I've been having a bit of bad luck with buying games I've not been able to actually play -- Days Gone and Hellblade, off the top of my head, I think? -- so I hope this one is something I end up loving.